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Best-Laid Plans and All…

Ah, the best-laid plans and all…I was doing so well. Graded all day Friday, cleaned Saturday, then got a kitten. Yeah, I know. I should’ve known! I’m not getting much of anything done except kittening. Which is fine…I’m a little stressed about some of the other stuff, but I’ll figure it out. Because Kitten! Except she doesn’t really have a name yet. We’re tentatively calling her Mouse, which is weird, because the kitten we didn’t take was actually called Mouse (and was very much more mousey than this one). Names are hard. Anyway, we took the older one because she seemed like she’d be better with our crew, more outgoing, less scared, more playful.

As I show you a picture of her hiding in a sink. Well, it’s all new so she’s a little nervous, but very people friendly and lovey. All the first few pictures of her were blurry because she wouldn’t stay still…

But people wanted to see her face.

Very people-oriented. Bonded very quickly, which is nice. She’s a dilute tortoiseshell. There’s a glut of them and dilute oranges locally. There was a house with a ton of babies all with similar coloring. The other cat we were looking at could have been her cousin. I’m less about what they look like and more about attitude, and she has that.

She hissed and blew herself up as big as she could for the dog and for Bowie, and a little for Nova. We let her wander the house this morning, and apparently it was so traumatizing to the big cats that they all hid under the bed. We’re bringing her out in short stints. She’s very growly about it, but also very curious about everything.

For now, she’s in the girlchild’s room, but the girlchild is here on Wednesday, so not sure what happens then. I do have a crate and other spaces, but I’m hoping she can be out during the day with us by then. We’ll see.

Until then, here was my makeshift cutting station last night. Yes, she wanted to sit in all the boxes and play with fabric pieces (who wouldn’t?), so I played with her until she was tired enough to settle and apparently watch TV.

So I’m not getting as much art stuff done as I’d like (or honestly, as I need to), but that’s where we’re at right now.

It’s not a bad thing to slow down a bit…although this quilt has to be done and photographed by the first week of January. Eek.

She’s similarly unhelpful with the grading. I think I got four graded and then had to go get the toy on the string again for her. It’s all good. She’s going to be my kitty (the others are the Man’s), which I realize is a strange distinction because we live together, but Kitten was definitely my baby and the others are definitely his. They love me and all, but daddy is first.

So. Today. I need to pick up meds and find green beans. I have no clue what’s going on with Thanksgiving dinner; not my problem apparently. I am going to ceramics today to work on my frame. I tried (notionally) to get there Thursday, Friday, and Saturday, and failed across the board, so today it is. It’s hard to make myself leave the house on break. I just want to stay in my pajamas and not even go outside…although the weather is quite nice out there. Not too hot, not too cold, a little cloudy. I should do some yardwork honestly. Or not. I should do a lot of things, and that is always the problem with this week off. There are worse problems to have, though, so I’ll stick with this one.

Teacher Dreams

Wrong day. I’m all discombobulated. Usually I work Fridays. Well, I still worked Friday; I graded all day. But not at school and not with kids. I finished one big assignment; today, I started the second one and got side-tracked by the possibility of a new kitten tonight plus having to clean out the girlchild’s room for new kitten AND girlchild (not at the same time), and then took all those assignments (packets in plastic bags, cat toys!) back to school and went for a hike and then came back here and continued to try to organize quilts and the room. Didn’t finish. I can’t get a handle on storage at the moment. I have some ideas for boxing stuff up and putting it in the garage at this point. I don’t know that I still need all the books I used when I started teaching school. I don’t use them any more. Not quite ready to totally get rid of them, but close. Because I use the internet now instead of books. So much more. But organizing takes time and this week off never has enough time to do a lot. Too much family and other obligations. Plus grading is always an issue. It’s not enough time off for all of it.

Anyway, so I’m still in the stage of hoping to get a lot done but haven’t gotten a lot done. Fun times. I forgot to write yesterday because it didn’t seem like Friday. I don’t know what day it was, but it wasn’t Friday.

So Wednesday night, I ironed things down…

And didn’t freakin’ finish. So frustrating.

Thursday night, I finished.

18 hours and 54 minutes, 152 fabrics. That’s a lot. There were a lot of small detailed things in this quilt…stuff I love, but that is time-consuming on all levels.

Here’s everything that needs to be cut out.

And then I barely started cutting things out.

It never looks like much. Last night, I did some more…

We went out and watched friends of ours play in a different band, so we got home at 10:30, but I still had about an hour in me.

This is the Chameleons, which is really the lead guy and then whoever he decides he wants to play along with him…

But three of those people are in the Radio Thieves, so we got free tickets and hung out and watched them and talked to some friends, and then skipped the main band, because we’ve seen them before and we were both tired. The Man did actually go to work yesterday; and I am tired all the time, so there’s that. There will be no sleeping in during break. Cats don’t care that I need more sleep, and I stay up later, so I’m fucked. Ah well.

I did manage to gently chisel the base off the head; I used the base to hold up the head in the kiln and the clear glaze dripped down and attached them.

And managed to seat the head, although not quite how it originally fit.

There’s going to be acrylic paint on this thing. No way not too. And there’s a lower part too. Anyway, I’m hoping to epoxy these three pieces together, but also to get the tree for the top of the head into the glaze kiln too. And add the wire for the coathanger, and then design and make the little quilt that goes in the belly area. There’s so many hours in this thing, it’s insane. It’s definitely been a learning experience. So many things broke off so many times.

I did hike about 3 miles today to make up for not moving at all yesterday.

It was nice and cool out.

Threatening rain with no rain.

As I was walking, I thought I saw something up on the hillside, but it didn’t move. I even walked forward a little ways and then came back, decided it was a tree stump, then took a photo of it as far as my phone camera could zoom, and still couldn’t decide. It still hadn’t moved. I hiked on and figured I’d check the spot on the way back.

Of course, looking at it now, that’s a fucking coyote, but at the time, I really was seeing a tree stump. My eyes vs the camera’s eyes. It seemed too dark to be a coyote.

I got home to a beautiful sky.

We had a lovely cool, rainy in bits but not horrible, week. This coming week holds no rain, and then it comes back the following week. It’s pretty cold at night (for me)…definitely in my sweats and socks and slippers stage. I must be getting old, because my neck gets cold, but I hate turtlenecks. I have a couple of scarves, one a friend made and one the Man brought back from Denmark? I think? They are doing the trick.

I saw these on a friend’s reels and loved them.

Please pause. I shall return in a better place. I will be pillow-forting for a few days first. Don’t mind me.

Yup. That too. Bingewatching bad TV, reading books, and dreaming about all the things I could finish if I just stopped sleeping and eating and peeing. Really.

These sweet boos.

It must be cold for them to not be killing each other. And I’m about to shake up their existences with another cat. Woo!

This is too real.

Anyway. There’s no school all next week, and I am thankful for that. I am thankful for being done with the packets, and for getting a new furry baby tonight. Whichever one I pick. I was interested in one and then someone else had gotten in before me (this was the third time it had happened), and I’d been offered a slightly younger one, and figured it would be fine from the description, and then the 3rd one came back up as available, so I’m meeting both tonight and somehow I’m supposed to decide. Which is why there are two carriers in the back of the car right now, just in case. Then home to acclimatize whomever ends up coming home with us, some cutting stuff out, some kitten time, more cutting stuff out, more kitten time. You know how that goes. And grading. I should do more of that unfortunately. Ugh. But also relax and hike and read and pee when I want. Plus drinking my tea warm instead of cold. Teacher dreams.

Hopefully Finishing

I’m two long days away from 10 days off. We’ve had enough days off this month, and I’ve just had two days when I didn’t have to grade very much and I was able to catch up in class, so it doesn’t feel horrible right now…not like a couple of weeks ago. That 4-day weekend was a nice recharge. Which is why it’s annoying that they tagged the other ‘free’ day onto an existing holiday instead of giving us another 3-day weekend. Apparently it’s all what the parents want, but since they take any days off as a reason to take MORE days off, I guess it doesn’t really matter. I’m doing a makeup test today and another tomorrow. Then I’ll have a shit ton of work to grade over break (like always) and I’ll use the extra day they gave us on Friday to hopefully do a huge chunk of it. Knock on wood. Shit always happens when I plan, so who knows if I’ll get to do what I want or need to do.

I’ve spent the last two days carving the two ceramic frames I made.

This was originally going to be a sun, but it looks more like leaves now. Might need to change my color scheme.

I put a sun on this one to make up for it.

It’s been a while since I’ve used the squeeze bottles with underglaze in them, so the yellow was completely glued in. I’m going to have to bring pliers next time and see if I can get the needle out. This is relaxing…this is also about 2 1/2 hours of work, just in the carving. So not fast. Nothing in clay is fast except those people on the wheel maybe. Even then, there are so many steps that it isn’t fast.

Ironing is progressing. It’s taking longer than I thought it would, but some of that is me, I think. Slow. Tired at night. Trying to get other stuff done before I start and then starting late. Here’s Monday night…

And last night…

All I have left is a bunch of little tiny objects on the rug, so each one needs to be considered within the whole, and then colors chosen for just that object. Then I do it again with the next object. So it takes longer than say the water, where I pick four fabrics and then find all the pieces that are those four colors and then iron them all down. Bigger space covered with less thought, although it may take a while to iron all the pieces. It’s not the same as having to consider all the colors around it and make sure it works. I ironed a snake, a plant in a pot, and a cat. That was it, I think. I really am almost done. About 100 pieces left. I don’t have to cook tonight, but I do have pilates and the trash needs to go out, so those are time suckers. But not huge ones. I’m looking forward to being done with the ironing and onto the lovely meditative process of sitting on the couch with an animal or two and cutting out a thousand pieces. It sounds delightful. Then I can go back to standing and ironing after that.

Things that are stressing me out: not having a table of contents for the unit packet after break; losing my prep period today to a parent meeting when I need to be working on said TOC; my car brakes squeaking; the leaky sprinkler; the pool vacuum not moving; whatever I haven’t done that I’ve forgotten I haven’t done. Yeah. That’s a silly one.

OK. Today I am giving a writing test. It’s not easy. Yesterday one kid said, “I watched all the videos but the answer isn’t in there.” Oh my. Yes, my dear. You will need to use your brains this time. Thinking. Hard. The worst part is having to monitor their access to the internet and AI and their older brothers and sisters. Like do your own work, please. I am also trying to get them all organized to turn in these giant packets, plus finish all their work, and that’s frustrating. But ultimately, their problem, not mine. Pilates after school. Probably some lesson planning. Then ironing. Hopefully finishing tonight. Please. It’s time.

Muttering

OK, it’s another short week. Political stuff sucks, but hey, tariffs on things I don’t buy are going down. Hope it helps someone. Maybe stop deporting people who are trying to follow the rules and deport some of those white guys who don’t follow rules back to wherever they came from. I was efficient at grading this weekend and got the academic assignment completely graded, but then spent probably 90 minutes obsessing over how to let kids make it up instead of sleeping. Good times. The shutdown is over…pro, people get paid. Con…nothing changed. Bring on the Epstein files! We’re ready!

Yeah, whatever.

I did iron a decent amount this weekend. Friday night…

I started late because I was grading, and then got all the water laid out for the second bathtub, but also needed to go to bed, because I needed to be up early. So I left part of it for Saturday.

Saturday, I finished the water and did all the fleshy bits of the figure in the second bathtub.

And last night, I did all the non-fleshy bits of the main figure: eyeball, heart, lungs, etc. I’m about halfway through the 800s, maybe a little less than that…so 200 or fewer pieces to go. Mostly her hair and everything on the last rug, plus a plant or two. Probably two more nights, maybe three, depending on how late I start. I’m mostly caught up on grading, though, so that’s a plus. I won’t be after Wednesday, but we get Friday off (really stupid if you ask me; just gives parents more of an excuse to pull them out even earlier) and I plan to grade all Friday so hopefully I won’t have a lot of school stuff to do over break.

I did make it to ceramics on Friday. Mostly I tried to underglaze this well…

It will be much darker when it fires. I’m planning on doing some sgraffito on these. We’ll see how it goes. I haven’t figured out how to make them stand up yet. Or hang. I should do that. I’ll be back there today after school, after a 2-hour staff meeting about stuff I am totally not engaged in. So there’s that.

I caught two photos of my piece The Way Out at MOCA in Westport, CT, part of the Enough Already exhibit of Sara and Michelle Vance Waddell’s work.

It’s looking good.

I appreciate it being able to show in so many places with so much other very cool work.

I took a demo class on Saturday about building figures with a local artist, Moni Bloom.

It was cool to watch; would have been cooler to do as well, but I had misunderstood the type of class it was. It’s OK; the hands-on workshop will be in 2026. I might do it; I might not. Either way, I did learn some stuff about construction that is useful. It makes me want to ditch the frames and build something new. Maybe not as big as the last one. I’m waiting on bisque fix to fix the tree, then I’ll try to make it all go together. Hoping I can get the base to detach from the head; otherwise, I might need to build a new head.

The Man has been tired at night and going to bed earlier than me, which is different. I came to bed Saturday night and saw everyone in there…

Although I put the dog up and then Nova left. Too bad. She’s a sweetheart. Often Bowie doesn’t allow others in there either. He’s kind of a dick. And we may be adding to the menagerie this weekend. I have a hold on a kitten. We’ll see. I’m ready. I think.

I do this all the time. And certainly, I spent a bunch of time this weekend muttering to myself about kids not listening and not reading instructions. It’s fine. Really.

OK, today, I have set up independent work for students to complete. Tomorrow, we start the academic assignment with some background research. Then test Wednesday. I feel like I’m going to need a filler assignment, at least for a couple classes, but I don’t have an idea for that yet. I don’t want more work, so I’m playing it by ear, but maybe a preview of the next unit. I can probably put that together today while designing a google form for redoing the other assignment so I don’t have to give up yet another lunch to makeups, but there’s kids going to away soccer games who miss my 6th period and then miss the makeup. Sigh. I can’t fix all the things. And I’m frustrated by the system that equates grades with the right to be on the stage. I think they should let each teacher pick one kid for the stage. And not have it be grade related. Because I still wouldn’t pick the kid that’s bugging me about his grades. Sigh. Anyway, hopefully it’s a chill day, but we know how that goes. It’s supposed to rain again, although not as much…enough that I should bring my raincoat again though. Just in case. Ceramics after school, some carving I hope, and then home to NOT grade? I might be able to pull that off tonight. And then ironing. Reading my book! I’d like to do that too, although this is a book club book and I’m not entirely sold on it. I don’t care yet. Maybe I will, but not yet. Not enough.

Glom On…

Short week, felt long, rain’s coming, another lab today. Collisions. And at least 5 kids per class period who didn’t show up yesterday and have to take the test today. Fun times. I have two kids who I think went home on purpose so they wouldn’t have to take the test. Ah well, they can miss the lab today. And the three kids who showed up yesterday for the first time in the last two weeks? Shocker for them. I read all these things and watch videos where they talk about treating each child individually, giving them what they need, but realistically, with 33 kids in the classroom and very little support, with 5 absent and a lab going, there’s very little giving kids what they need. I’m just hoping both my paraeducators are here today. And there’s an issue with a kid who didn’t finish after more than 90 minutes, with paraeducator support, plus tutorial, and there’s signs of cheating in the past (someone else is doing it for him), and our new anti-AI approach means he didn’t turn it in in time. So yeah. What do I do with that? I’m not sure. We’ll see. Today. If he’s here. Rain is going to scare some of our kids off. It’s not even supposed to be that bad today…it’s mostly tomorrow, but you know how that goes. Just easier to let them stay home? Meanwhile, my coteacher and I are planning our post-school duty post outfits (raincoats, boots, and umbrellas) because we’re responsible adults who do our jobs. Maybe too responsible. I rewrote an assignment last night, plus emailed parents (who responded right away, bless their hearts…some kid hates me today), and then dreamed vividly about a school reunion I didn’t go to and didn’t have anyone I recognized.

Thank you, brain. I see you.

OK, I did iron over an hour the last two nights though. Yay me! Here’s Wednesday night…

And Thursday…

Sometimes it looks like I just move the bins around and don’t actually do anything. I’m in the mid 500s, but I’ve ironed a few 800s. So I’m halfway, at least. So I should finish ironing down probably early next week, then start trimming. My hope is to get it all ironed down over Thanksgiving break. Which they’re now calling Fall Break.

I went to the Mesa College opening of Reimagining La Linea, an exhibit about immigration of all types. My piece is about forced climate migration…

It’s the purple quilt on the right, with Anna Stump’s pinata/balloons flying over the border wall paintings to the left.

Cupcake Over Trump’s Wall, Pink Pony Over Trump’s Wall, and Sheriff Over Trump’s Wall.

Gail Schneider’s migrating butterflies were all over…

Great use of materials…ceramic bodies and private property/no trespassing signs for wings.

Here’s the whole wall…

I was intrigued by Steve Harlow’s paintings…this is DEMOGRAPHICS 28 (Tijuana Kids with Bug).

And this large graphic painting, Isa Ybarra’s Water-bearer.

I have more photos from the show, but need to go to school before the rain pops off again. Like I said, lab today about collisions. Then hopefully not too rainy to do duty, then ceramics. I’m taking a full day ceramics class tomorrow, which I’m alternately totally excited about and completely exhausted for. It’ll be fine. More ironing tonight, hopefully less collapse than the last two nights. Wishing good thoughts for surviving today. For me. I’m wishing for me, to be clear. Also anyone else who needs it can glom onto my wishes. Here. Have them. They’re yours too.

Feeling Frictiony

Back to it. Back to school. Lab today. Might be a mistake, but the calendar is short before the Thanksgiving break, so what has to be done…has to be done. So I will do it. That sprinkler is still not fixed, although I spent more money at Home Depot to hopefully fix it in the future. I filled two trashcans with trimmings from trees and bushes, but not the third. I did not get to cleaning the floors or the bathrooms. I made choices. I did not completely finish grading stuff. I left the homework for this week, figuring kids would be calm enough tomorrow during their test for me to get through those. I should be able to grade in class sometimes. I realize if you’re not a teacher, you think we should always be teaching, always on, but that’s unsustainable, and honestly, not what’s best for kids. They need to work independently at times, so in their futures, they can do that at their actual jobs. It’s been rough getting these kids there, but they are getting there. We are one third of the way through the school year. We are behind in curriculum, and we will get more behind, thanks to the state and my stupid school board. But it’s OK! the district says it’s only going to fuck up the schedule for THIS year. Well, this is the year I’m managing right now, thank you very much. So I’d like it NOT to be fucked up because of something my school board did.

Anyway. It was nice to have two extra days off. I think we’ll be lucky to have good attendance this week unfortunately, but we’ll see. I’ll be happily surprised if we do.

I did iron both nights, although not really more than usual. I had other stuff I was working on this weekend. Here’s Monday night’s ironing…

Ironed a torn-up flag. About the only one we have at the moment.

Then last night…

Finished everything on that piece of the rug and did the edges of the second bathtub.

I also had signed up for the Forbidden Words National Quilt Project, where we make blocks with the words/phrases that the current government is either removing from use or questioning any work that uses those words. I had three phrases I picked probably back in August (my August self has great hopes for Fall self that are often somewhat nuts). And I was determined to get them done or mostly done this weekend. I traced all the letters, using the stencil we were supposed to use, and then cut them out during book club Monday night, and ironed them down to the white fabric at some point (not sure where in the continuum that happened).

I was trying to save space, so an ‘H’ wandered up. I got those all cut out using my ancient scissors that cut zigzags that…pinking shears! See, if I talk it out, my brain will find the words. And then ironed them down to the backgrounds.

We needs to use old shirts, so I had previously gone to the thrift shop to find shirts that would work. I just need to stitch them down, which won’t take long, but probably won’t happen until Thanksgiving break, honestly.

Nice to have progress on that though.

Also, we have squirrels. They might be ground squirrels. That go in trees. Hard to say. San Diego has multiple types of squirrels.

Although it was on the ground, it was just eating bugs or something (do squirrels eat bugs?) and then going to the next tree. Down one, across, up another. So who knows. If I see it again, I’ll see if the Seek app can identify it. Didn’t think of that at the time. Plus it doesn’t work well through window screens.

This might be what gets me through the week…

Or this…

Sometimes I think my blog is a place I store memes I want to reread next year. I do read the previous years of the month I’m in…it’s kind of a survival thing, like this month fucking sucks. Did it suck last year? Oh yeah, it did. I mean there’s pros to November in days off, but cons in kids being checked out due to said days off. So yeah. Two short weeks of school, pros and cons right there. This is where I’m at…

Too many adult things to do. Including leaving here and setting up the rest of the lab at school, and trying to remember how to actually DO this lab (can’t remember what the piece of wood is for; hopefully I made a video last year. Of COURSE I made a video last year…they’re not just for the absent kids!). And then an art opening after school at Mesa College; I have one piece in their current show. Then home to plan some more and read and iron. And sleep. And repeat.

Politics? Still suck.

I’ve got some ideas as to what should go in.

OK. Work. Tired. Always. Still? Friction lab. Feeling frictiony. No staff meeting this week though. That’s a plus. And it’s short. Go on, get outta here.

A Day Off…

Late start on this. And if you’re gonna tell me about how YOU don’t have the day off, well, you probably didn’t work through the last three weekends, did you? So there’s that. I did a bunch of things this morning, because I have the day off, yay brain. I went to the doctor, I went to Fed Ex and copied a drawing for the next quilt, plus shipped a quilt to a traveling show that is opening somewhere, but I don’t remember where, ah well. I’ll figure that out. I got dog food (for the dog), plastic wrap (for Wednesday’s lab…forgot to get it at the grocery store yesterday), a new sprinkler head (that seems to be problematic and probably won’t fix the problem; might need to consult with my sprinkler guy, who happens to be my ex husband), plus more glazes/clay tools (local clay place is only open M-F 9-4, so they get very little of my business honestly), and the ceramics studio, where I did things that I forgot to photograph. Like a ditz. Seriously. My head is still in the glaze kiln and my tree is still waiting to be bisqued…probably that will all happen tomorrow and I’ll see stuff on Friday. OR I have a ceramics class next Saturday and I’ll see it then.

Came home, tried to fix the sprinkler, failed, ate lunch, started the dishwasher, made a mammogram appointment (they are scheduling 6 freakin’ months out ffs), read a chapter of my book, and am now trying to get my head straight. It’s OK. I need to do yardwork, but it’s like 90 degrees out there. It’s freakin’ November. Too damn hot. And mosquitoes. Sheesh.

OK. So quilt progress. I’m ironing bugs Friday night

Purple and green bugs. Then Saturday night, I did the body bag and some other stuff, like faucets.

And last night, I did the water. A satisfying grayish brown color. Or is it a greyish brown? Hard to say.

I’m in the 200s, I think. But nearly done with them. I’m ironing stuff on a rug next. Or a darts target. Something like that.

Friday, I added these shapes to one of the frames.

Today, I underglazed this one in black and will start sgraffito on it on Friday probably. I added some shapes to the other frame and didn’t take pictures of either of them. Good times.

I allowed myself a little stitching on Friday night…

Almost done stitching everything down on this one…then embroidery. I’ve had so little time for embroidery or any handwork lately. I’m struggling to get the time to do any art. School is just such a timesuck. I graded all day Saturday, then finished the major assignment last night. I’m not doing school today, except for posting a video I took on Friday for the absent kids.

I’m Floating in a Most Peculiar Way is traveling with Fierce Planets. It’s currently at the Stamford Museum & Nature Center in Stamford, CT.

I’m hoping to see this show when it wanders west.

It looks nice.

I didn’t have time to put all the planets in my quilt…maybe need to do a bigger one?

That piece on the right is fascinating: Jennifer C. Solon’s Untamed Fury.

I have another piece traveling to Connecticut…The Way Out is part of Enough Already, work from the Sara M. +Michelle Vance Waddell collection. It’ll be at the MOCA in Westport, CT, opening November 13. I’m excited about how much it’s traveling with this exhibit.

Speaking of traveling, Simba and I went for a hike on Saturday.

He can’t go as far as he used to, but we did a solid 2 miles. He needed a bath after due to the unfortunate genetics of his butt fur.

Check Bowie out, sleeping like a normal cat. Not parkouring across the coffee table.

Not body slamming my teacup. He must be growing up. Might be time for a new kitten. He’s reached 18 months. Might be out of the velociraptor stage.

This is me always.

The night is better.

I did read the article. And sigh. But the comment above it is the best.

Because we all wanna know.

Anyway. I am not grading today or tomorrow. I have fabric to iron, a political project I joined that I need to do something for, lots of yardwork, some housework, books to read, always books to read, maybe some actual sewing. We’ll see. Short week of school. Nice. Chaos though, because I planned two labs. Like a fucktard. It’ll be fine. I’ll get in fast, won’t kill anyone, get out and take a day off. Sounds perfect. I think I’m giving them a test in between too. So that’ll be exciting. But for now, breathe deeply and wonder where winter…or even fall…is.

Fabric at the End of the Day

Watching the fog lift this morning. Everything seems calmer in the fog for some reason. There’s something about being encased in mist that is chill. Kind of trying to be one with that after yesterday. We’re blaming the full moon, Halloween after effects, the beginning of the new trimester, an upcoming 4-day weekend, and just general middle-school brain for the chaos we’re seeing. Feeling. Living. Glad for election results. Hopeful for the future. Taking deep breaths for the immediate reality of a Friday before a 4-day weekend. May the most annoying kids be absent (they never are). May learning happen. May it be chill and laidback, but effective. Ha! I’m serious. Not sure how this will roll. Ironically, we’re studying friction, so rolling will probably be impeded by something rough and bumpy.

Looking at a 4-day weekend for me too though. I will spend one day getting that damn academic assignment graded. The rest is yardwork and artwork and housecleaning. Not all fun and games, because some of it just needs to be done. Plus a doc appointment. Need to set up Wednesday’s lab today…might forget about that. That would be a mistake. Just put it on my calendar. Will write a post-it later. Then maybe I’ll remember.

Wednesday night, I packed up the quilt that needs to ship so I could get a shipping estimate and label through the art group showing it. It’s nice when they help. Then I started cleaning. I found all the fabrics from the last quilt and that I had bought in the interim (not a ton, but some) and organized them all by color…

And then I put them all away. It’s a tight fit on some colors. I need to cull again. I never culled ALL the bins, so this just complicates things when I put new stuff away in bins that might have been cleaned out already. Ah well. It’s a neverending battle, for sure. The only solution is to stop buying fabric, and that would suck.

I had a little time left before bedtime, so I laid out the first 100 pieces, ready to go.

And last night, I started ironing…

Not much of a start…a towel, a gun, some bullets and blood, and the beginnings of a bathtub. Tonight, there will be more. Hopefully there will be some solidly big chunks during this weekend. Around the floors getting cleaned and bushes getting trimmed and all that stuff. Maybe some cleaning of piles of stuff. That would be good too.

I can pause my panic attack for Tuesday this weekend. That’ll be nice.

Here’s a walkthrough of the Quilts=Art=Quilts exhibit, with mine at the front, to the right…nice location!

Today, I’m teaching friction. Hoping to get some peace and quiet at the end of each class, but we know how that rolls. I spent too much of yesterday explaining what ‘gentle’ means, fixing spring scales, threatening to pull next week’s lab, and telling kids to go check their grades. Sigh. Yeah. Long year. The sex-ed meeting after school where the state is going to impose an arbitrary deadline on us having to teach sex ed next year due to the kneejerk decisions of our school board? Well then I emailed the board of the California Department of Education. Because ffs I didn’t cause this problem and neither did my students. Long story. I’m pissed about it. I’m hoping we can change it, but you know how bureaucracy works…sticks are in the mud and won’t move even when it’s the right thing to do. So we’ll see if any of them deign to answer me. I’m going to ceramics after school and then home to cook dinner and iron a body bag in a bathtub. That doesn’t sound relaxing, and certainly there are parts of it that are NOT, like when I think about why I put that body bag there and what it stands for, and yes, the elections went well, and some daycare teacher still got yanked out by ICE agents. And there’s still a ballroom being built. And food is still expensive. Deep breaths. The world continues, and I worry about things, because it is my nature, and I rail at things, because it is also my nature, but there will be fabric at the end of the day.

Long Shot…

OK, so struggling to make art, but I have managed to get into a new show, get rejected for the first time ever to a ceramics show (!)…also never gotten into one, but that’s OK, and mostly packed up another quilt to send to a show. Plus organized photos and sizes for a 2-person show in Virginia this spring, which needed to be done as well. Organization is hard. Art management is hard. Having to be at a school board meeting to persuade the damn people in charge of the money that we are the resource they should be supporting? Also hard. Followed by an early meeting this morning and tomorrow morning, also hard. Plus my knee was acting up yesterday; actually had to wear a knee brace all day…and we did a lab, so it was kinda necessary that I be mobile. I don’t know what’s up with my knee, but it can fuck off. I do lots of physical stuff to stabilize it, and then it just randomly decides…nope…today I’m not gonna. Ugh.

Anyway…I did do art-related stuff. Monday night, I sorted all the Wonder Under, so technically I’m ready to iron to fabrics…

Hopefully tonight? I need to finish packing this quilt up so I can get a shipping estimate, and then I need to clean up the fabrics from the previous quilt. That might take all my available time tonight, but I hope not.

I made it to ceramics after finishing grades on Monday afternoon. For once, they canceled a staff meeting so we could get actual required work done. I had spent a goodly chunk of the weekend getting grades done, so I finished what little was left and headed for the studio. My piece is waiting for the head to go in the glaze fire and my tree to go in the bisque fire. The rest of it is at home, waiting to be put together and fancified. Fabric and paint I think. So I wanted to try out some of the things I had listed as want-tos before…one of which was sgraffito frames. I may have thought myself into crazytown again though. Instead of just doing a plain square or rectangle, I got fancy. And complicated.

Twice.

We’ll see how it goes. It’s something new anyway. And smaller. By far.

And yes, I entered my first ceramics show ever and got rejected. I’m OK with that. It was a long shot. But you know, in the beginning of my quilt career, Quilt National was a long shot too…so we all get there.

This sweet weird thing, Why. Not., got into Art Quilt Elements.

I entered one of my big complicated pieces and then two smaller pieces that were not as complicated, both in construction and concept, and the big one did not get in. Which is fine. I made this piece in between two big complicated political pieces. And it is its own kind of complicated. It will be at the Wayne Art Center in Wayne, PA, opening the same weekend I’ll be in Virginia at the closing ceremonies of my 2-person show. Same coast! For once. But too far to get to, I think.

Anyway. My art travels. Sometimes I get to travel too. Just not as often.

OK. Today. Sigh. I don’t think I got into pilates this afternoon, but I’m taking my stuff just in case. I have an annoying meeting this morning, then am getting kids through ideas about force and mass and motion all day. Then hopefully pilates and then book club. I know I read the book, but I don’t remember which one it was. As always. One day at a time. Then hopefully getting this space clean enough to start the fun task of picking fabrics. I really do enjoy that part. So that’s a good thing.

Finished One Thing

I didn’t forget to write Friday. My team texted me that we were meeting before the meeting, and it was in about 20 minutes. So I sped everything up and thought, oh hey, I’ll write Saturday morning. Ha! I graded Saturday morning…and afternoon…and then Sunday evening. Grades are due tomorrow and I’m almost done, which is a relief, even though it all starts up again almost immediately. I already have four assignments from last week for the new trimester, which starts today. It’s fine. Really. This is how the job is. I could do without all the last-minute extra crap (this week is full of it), but that doesn’t seem to be changing this year. So I didn’t write Saturday. I completely forgot, honestly, until this morning. I have a routine, so when I bounce out of it, I forget everything.

I don’t think will get better in the future unfortunately.

So I did finish trimming Wonder Under. I should’ve finished Saturday, but the Man had a show and I worked right up until it happened and then went and came back and had a snack and went to bed. So I finished last night. Here’s Wednesday night…

Thursday night…

I think that was the last bit of the fourth yard? Maybe?

Friday night (Halloween), I finished the fourth yard and started the last 1/3 yard.

Then last night, I finished that.

Exactly 7 hours to trim them all. Now to sort them tonight and then start ironing to fabric. The office needs to be straightened up first. I did have the presence of mind this weekend to buy some possible background fabrics, so I have that going for me. Ironing to fabrics tomorrow probably? Although tomorrow is a school board meeting. I’ll be sitting around for 3 hours. Fun times. Maybe they could just pay us enough to cover the healthcare increases? That would be nice. All my other expenses have increased. The money stuff is stressful.

I’m not sure how to prepare for a dying empire.

This one made me laugh…the second part.

Both good though. I have to say, my co-teacher and I have beat the AI issue by not letting them have computers during academic assignments…or running them in assessment mode, so they can’t open anything else but the test. It’s saved us that stress point. Not sure the other stress points aren’t still there (it takes so much time to grade their writing). Working on that. Always.

And this. I love this.

And leave me alone. OK, I mostly was left alone this weekend, minus the Man’s show, where he wore a silly hat…

And the one art meeting I had this weekend, to vote on new members. Interesting conversation about being a master craftsperson but having no new ideas since the 1960s. Not sure how to deal with that. What’s more important? If they are equally so, then are they in the group? Good points made by all.

The Man found a slug on Simba after I’d put him in bed…

We released it to the wild. Glad we found it before lights out.

I do worry about people getting fed.

I’ll be looking up donation info for the San Diego Food Bank later today. It’s on my to-do list, after teaching new vocabulary and finishing grades and maybe going to ceramics. We’ll see. Those are all first-world problems, although the one where I do my job is what makes sure I have food (and money to donate). So I’ll keep doing that. I can’t believe how people are spinning some of this stuff. But please, build a fucking ballroom. Finance Argentina. Tariff Canada. Deport some US citizens. Wander all over the carpet with your post-stroke gait, while the rest of the world looks on with amusement tinged with horror. Meanwhile, I’ll be wearing red so my district realizes that their piddly offer (less than cost of living) is gonna piss us off, in a classroom, saying ‘6-7’ as many times as I can while trying to educate the future generations to think critically. Someone should.